Despite my attempts to remain positive...

[thedarksiren2]

this day is proving to be a most indignant sort.

I got an e-mail from Kira, which was OK because I e-mailed her to let her know what was going on, and basically that I overslept like the ass that I am. She reemed me, which is fine; I deserve it, honestly.

I guess I told myself somewhere inside that this was OK, being that I am job hunting and still being productive. It wasn't a fruitful search, however, as I still haven't found anything, and the places I put in applications for, with the exception of one out in BEACHWOOD (I thought it was closer than that...my bad *sigh*) have not called me back.

I've been fighting second-guessing my most recent life decisions. They seemed so right at the time, but now I am having a hard time accepting them as such. It's just a rough time, the fury of a storm that will pass, as they always do. It's just very hard to see the sun when the sky is so damn gray and overbearing.

Speaking of which, the sun today is a deceitful one. I woke up cold, thinking it was just a typical Dawndom issue (my room is always cold unless I keep the space heater going). But no, the whole house was 55 degrees, so i turned up the heater, and thought maybe it was just overcast outside.

Nope, it's chilly again.

*sigh*

time to shake towers and get my moo on.
Two days left of employment.

I hope I find something soon...