let it snow, let Tammy blow, let me ummm...what?

Firstly, thank you soooo much to dv8productions, bigjohnsinging, Alexis, Heather and my dad for coming out and suffering through the (s)karaoke contest with me. Your presence meant so damn much, really it did.

Secondly, I didn't get into the final round, which I knew would be the case. I broke some basic rules I usually use for karaoke contests, and well, it wasn't meant to be. Whatever. I can handle losing.

Thirdly, and I am saying this not because I didn't win, but because I am still in awe. I mean, I don't mind "losing" to talented people, but there were at least three women up there who had no business even being in the semi-finals, let alone going on to the final round! More than a few people made the comment that someone was sucking someone's cock...I vaguely recall a lady telling me the judges must like lips with stretch-marks. Oh yeah, all about the podunk! wuddah-wuddah hoo!

So I left with a few thoughts about the situation, amused, both by the situation as well as a few others that came up as a result of it. I also left remembering that my "style" is opera, not pop. I have been so distracted, depressed, PMS-ridden...all of these distract and harm my singing ability. I lost control of my voice several times tonight, sang a song with a big break in the middle, and had easily some of the worst stage-fright I have experienced in a very long time. I wasn't prepared when he called me...the list of reasons I did not make it in tonight are pretty endless. I then realized that my life is crawling back into it's chrysalis, and I just need to be OK with that change. It is inevitable, and necessary for me to succeed.

Then I come home and find ( this )

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Which Historical Lunatic Are You?
From the fecund loins of Rum and Monkey.


heh. nice.

Just woke up...first things on my mind, before I forget...kinda spammy, just FYI

Next Friday, December 5th, Jay will be having another art show at Edison's here in Tremont. I don't know what time or anything, but I know it's next Friday. I imagine 7ish or so. His work will be up in there for the month of December, so if you don't make it out, try to at least drop by and see it. If I am not mistaken, the pieces will all be his newer shtuff which, if the pics were up somewhere online I would give you a taste of, but they don't seem to be showing up where they are stored presently, so you'll just have to come out.~8P

Then, next Saturday, December 6th...( STIMULI )

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Still enjoying the confessions, and I think I have all but one or two figured out. One of you though, you're taunting me, and playing stealthy verrry well.~;)

I do not require to know who made what confessions, however. Just kinda like a riddle to solve, and as I've said to a few people, it is up to you if you ever wish to reveal yourself to me. I am simply flattered that people trust me, even remotely (they are anonymous, after all), enough to say some of the things that have been said.

At any rate, thanks for sharing!
~8)

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Hey taunting-mystery-confession person...Go look and reply, please.

~8D

OH, and anyone else who is in on these, I have answered/ asked some more questions. Go Looksee.~8)