thedarksiren2 | Neglect, birthdays, keys and psychosis

I haven't really been online much the past few days, so don't be surprised if tomorrow or over the weekend you all get replies to things from like, Wednesday.

Oh and I am sorry if I haven't wished happy birthdays...I really do miss the LJ notification. Oh well...a li'l late, but happy belated birthday,

celestialsparks and

skeletonking. I hope you both had amazing days and a year filled with wishes fulfilled!

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The keys haven't shown up yet. The Gund Arena, I have decided, is a black hole in the armpit of Ohio.

I am actually going to go hunting downtown tomorrow a bit, maybe ask the attendant at the parking lot where we took port if anything was turned in (anyone wanna come with???). I mean, I have keys now, minus my trunk which is OK - there are other ways of getting into the trunk of my car (that is NOT an invite, BTW~8P) but I think I am just ill-at-ease in general. very stressful event, this loss; there are many symbolic issues I associated with those keys, and all kinds of triggers have been pulled as a result of that.

It's a constant battle of "What-if???" now.

Oh well, at least

wraptboy got a laugh over my 'chosis at bleakfast today. I am glad; he just left for Boston about twenty-five minutes ago, and he was in a strange way. Hell, I am jealous - that drive, through all the fall colors and good music that I supplied him with (driving essentials: Jane's Addiction, The Cranes, Paul Oakenfold, Euphoria, Intermix, Peter Gabriel, the Go! soundtrack {cuz he likes that one lots!} and a few others I cannot remember off the top of my head). Drives like that, like when I drive to VA, they clear the mind and give new perspective.

At least, that's what they do for me.

I hope the laughter lightened his load, if nothing else.

So it's just me, the Chicken-with-fur and the Butthead for a few days. Too bad I work Saturday and Sunday. *sigh*

There is light, however. Tori on Tuesday, and NOT at the Gund-hole-pit.
YAY!!!

I have so much to write about, and no time right now. I will tell of the Peter Gabriel show in the days to come, because it was truly one of the most fantastic shows I have ever been to (which is an attrocious amount, hence my bad left ear). But that will take time to write out completely. Both

digitylgoddess and

skeletonking wrote out their takes on it, if you need to fill that void right now. Otherwise, be patient - it is a story to be told soon enough.