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[thedarksiren2]

The past two nights have equaled something along the lines of MAJOR SELF CONTROL

and you know what?

I'm reeeeally not happy about that.
Not at all.

It was my weekend off, so why would I want ANY control
unless, of course...well...heh *blush!*

wow.
I am sooo paying off some serious karmic debt or something tonight.
Maybe 'cause of last night?
I dunno...

My toga was a big orange Om.
I have no idea how it will ever get back up on my wall ever again, but I also have a great wreath now.

Impostor squid...*scoff!*
We shall see whose squid rules mightily! HA!

I think me and the other two tapestry crew members are gonna watcha movie and fall on our trachea now.

*sigh*





and secretly, softly, she misses...?
- silly silly silliness & platipi

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[renwick.livejournal.com]

How was the party?

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

asi asi

I was stressed out about some shtuff, and needed more of a diversion than what was around me, if that makes any sense. Either that or flexoril to settle my arse down.

Like you, I get way stressed out about some things, and well, just counting to ten sometimes doesn't work at all.~8/

Not to say i didn't enjoy myself...I just needed to get somewhere else in my head, and my head wouldn't really let me do that, which made everything drab and dull instead of colorful and amusing.

I think I just need more sleep.

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[renwick.livejournal.com]

I hear that I passed out last night myself- If I stayed up last night I would not have made it through the day.

[renwick.livejournal.com]

It was my weekend off, so why would I want ANY control
unless, of course...well...heh *blush!*

Hmmm. I'm confuzzled.

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

About the whole sentence, or just a part of it? Ask a question - seek enlightenment in only the most Dawndomesque kinda way!~;9

[renwick.livejournal.com]

the last part-unless what?

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

I have these delusions of grandeur when things don't go exactly according to my plan.

In one such fantasy, I imagined having much more control over this past Friday night than I actually did, and got a silent-smiling kick out of the thoughts.

It had to do with the table incident at Lava, where certain hands were somewhere, while mine held yours and you were adorably uncertain; the thought was that this person could touch you and get you all kinds of riled up: but see? Here I sit, and he keeps squeezing my hand, and in the end I will ravish him completely, while you go home wondering.

I guess if I ever had a dominant, alpha-femme thing in me, it comes out in super secret fantasies like that. In real life though, I would have to know that the person I was dealing with - this instance would have been you - didn't mind my take over because really all I wanted to do was kiss the hell out of you while she sat there still grasping and going on...I didn't know if you would have been OK with that though, and quite honestly, I did enjoy watching you in your state Friday.

Strange kinks I have sometimes, but then who doesn't?
But yeah, I had that control, as convoluted (I think that's the word i want right now) as it seemed.

Wow, I cannot believe I just told you that. I'm going to go find my corner now and blush.

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[renwick.livejournal.com]

:) Believe me I have my own kinks.
I was hoping you'd show up there, I wanted to be ravished. lol.

re: ravishing

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

now see? it's all the more frustrating that things did not work out as we'd both hoped they would.

grr.

lol
I'm glad you have your kinks, and that my nose is strange and pierced ~;)

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[renwick.livejournal.com]

Yay for noses! Yay for piercings!

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[renwick.livejournal.com]

Yes, I will probably explode before tuesday. lol.