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Jul. 24th, 2002 01:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thedarksiren2Came home last night after a too long day at work. One of the staff is on vacation, and well, the new girl hasn't found her groove yet, so I did a lot of direct care...which isn't bad at all, mind you, just not easy either. Our newest resident is a pistol, and a true test of my patience. I guess I need that test now anyway - my patience is minimal, at best, right now when it comes to *typical* society. I find myself fighting off saying nasty things to people almost daily anymore, and it sucks because I know I am better than that. Not to mention the fact that I usually wind up feeling like a totally ugly, nasty excuse for a human being when things do slip out.
*sigh!*
I missed porch night with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
bindrune and taewakan last night. I was so tired, and the weather was perfect for good sleeping, not to mention I just didn't want to be around a group of people. Feeling the need to hermit, for some odd reason. I suppose it could be the thought of finding myself again, my patient, calm, beautiful self as opposed to the nasty, rude and easily-set-off person who has taken over Dawndom as of late. I think the Inhabitants need to have a pow-wow.
Lots and lost to do this week too. I am Queen Procrastinator! Woo-hoo! *sigh!* I still haven't registered for Fall semester at Tri-C, and I have very little enthusiasm to do so.Not because I do not want to go to school. God! I miss learning, seeing new faces every day, experiencing new life every hour. I actually enjoy school tremendously. I think it's just the lows that I am in...more reason to push on, I guess.
Tomorrow is cleaning day...I *heart* the puppy, but she found The Spot here in Jawndomay where every other four-legged creature decided to spot and she went ape-shit piddling there when we first got her. She still has her moments, but mostly she's trained. Just, well, she has made a lasting impression on the dining room floor. My friend Krissy is supposed to be bringing her power-vacuum to work for me to borrow today, so hopefully (all fingers and toes are crossing!) it will get the smell out of the house.
Friday...my best friend Ami is coming up to visit with me for the first time ever since I moved to OH. That would be, ohh, 11 years or more I think?? I have seen her in that time...probably about once a year I escape to VA to see her, the last two times being for weddings and funerals. But so, she is finally braving the skies (she is TERRIFIED of flying, even prior to 9/11) and coming in late morning on Friday. I am soo excited to have her up here, in my world for a change! I love traveling, but VA has plenty of bad memories alongside the good, and everytime I visit, at least one or two emerge.
So, she wants to go dancing. We'll prolly do the Darkrave thingy this Friday, then Saturday we may end up at the Rock Hall or the Zoo...wherever she wants to go. Then Saturday night she will be my guest as I take advantage of one of my job's fringe-benefits for supervisors and managers. I have free tickets to the Indian's game Saturday, including dinner in the VIP area (this may simply turn into $60 worth of alcohol, but we'll see! LOL). I do not like or dislike baseball either way, but I always have fun at the games, given the right company. Somehow I see us doing re-enactments of Ferris Bueller's Day Off while we're there! tee!hee!
Then it's her call...Lava, Whiskey, somewhere new and crazy in downtown? We shall see...
I have more plans, but really I am just so excited to have her up here finally. I have known her since we were thirteen (she used to be afraid of me LOL)and I just feel very free around her.
Fun weekend ahead..yup yup yup!
Oh, and I do not *heart* my boss at all, but well, I am always bitching about work so I'll just leave it at that.
Hmm...come to think of it, I guess I could be bitching about a lot of things other than work and be a miserable excuse for living, so I guess work-bitching isn't all that bad.
eh, time to waft well.
*bounce!*
*sigh!*
I missed porch night with
bindrune and taewakan last night. I was so tired, and the weather was perfect for good sleeping, not to mention I just didn't want to be around a group of people. Feeling the need to hermit, for some odd reason. I suppose it could be the thought of finding myself again, my patient, calm, beautiful self as opposed to the nasty, rude and easily-set-off person who has taken over Dawndom as of late. I think the Inhabitants need to have a pow-wow.Lots and lost to do this week too. I am Queen Procrastinator! Woo-hoo! *sigh!* I still haven't registered for Fall semester at Tri-C, and I have very little enthusiasm to do so.Not because I do not want to go to school. God! I miss learning, seeing new faces every day, experiencing new life every hour. I actually enjoy school tremendously. I think it's just the lows that I am in...more reason to push on, I guess.
Tomorrow is cleaning day...I *heart* the puppy, but she found The Spot here in Jawndomay where every other four-legged creature decided to spot and she went ape-shit piddling there when we first got her. She still has her moments, but mostly she's trained. Just, well, she has made a lasting impression on the dining room floor. My friend Krissy is supposed to be bringing her power-vacuum to work for me to borrow today, so hopefully (all fingers and toes are crossing!) it will get the smell out of the house.
Friday...my best friend Ami is coming up to visit with me for the first time ever since I moved to OH. That would be, ohh, 11 years or more I think?? I have seen her in that time...probably about once a year I escape to VA to see her, the last two times being for weddings and funerals. But so, she is finally braving the skies (she is TERRIFIED of flying, even prior to 9/11) and coming in late morning on Friday. I am soo excited to have her up here, in my world for a change! I love traveling, but VA has plenty of bad memories alongside the good, and everytime I visit, at least one or two emerge.
So, she wants to go dancing. We'll prolly do the Darkrave thingy this Friday, then Saturday we may end up at the Rock Hall or the Zoo...wherever she wants to go. Then Saturday night she will be my guest as I take advantage of one of my job's fringe-benefits for supervisors and managers. I have free tickets to the Indian's game Saturday, including dinner in the VIP area (this may simply turn into $60 worth of alcohol, but we'll see! LOL). I do not like or dislike baseball either way, but I always have fun at the games, given the right company. Somehow I see us doing re-enactments of Ferris Bueller's Day Off while we're there! tee!hee!
Then it's her call...Lava, Whiskey, somewhere new and crazy in downtown? We shall see...
I have more plans, but really I am just so excited to have her up here finally. I have known her since we were thirteen (she used to be afraid of me LOL)and I just feel very free around her.
Fun weekend ahead..yup yup yup!
Oh, and I do not *heart* my boss at all, but well, I am always bitching about work so I'll just leave it at that.
Hmm...come to think of it, I guess I could be bitching about a lot of things other than work and be a miserable excuse for living, so I guess work-bitching isn't all that bad.
eh, time to waft well.
*bounce!*
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Date: 2002-07-24 01:15 pm (UTC)maybe this saturday night would be a good night to take ami to thursdays--some peeps were talking about going there. just an idea. i'd be willing to be designated driver, but it'd have to be your or someone else's car. i started overheating in fairview park today. *sigh*
flange to yo motha.
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Date: 2002-07-24 02:40 pm (UTC)Maybe...we'll see. The Indian's game doesn't even start till 7PM, so we wouldn't be getting out of there too early, I imagine. I'll know more once she's here. It's her call mostly.
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Date: 2002-07-25 05:43 am (UTC)Miss you, girl! And dick-bosses suck ass.