Oral fixation officially on hold, among other things

[thedarksiren2]

One thing really went well today, and that was that I finally got the fucks at the 401K place to figure out how I was to request they withhold 30% instead of only 20% for the IRS. It only took a few days and about five phone calls to do...fgkjyhtu^&^%$^%$%...

so yeah, with any luck my money will to me in a few short weeks, and all bills will be gone and I can live mostly freely again.

Everything in me wants to pack up a small bag, my camping gear, some Sharpies, a drawing pad and a good book and just travel across the country, say fuck off to everyone about everything. I am just so done right now.

Funny thing is, the bomb hasn't exploded. Nope. Not even slightly. I guess it's PMS or something, but who knows. I just hate everything today, period.

except for wraptboy. he bought me French onion soup (I know, running theme of the day, France...~>8P) which was far easier to eat than the pizza at the birthday party we went to at Howe House.

OK, so I take it back. Seeing all the residents was wonderful. I really fucking miss them. I won't lie ...a part of me wants to curl up on my bed and cry because I miss them so much. I won't though, not now anyway. Not ready to cry. nope nope.

But yeah, if food isn't exactly tepid in temperature, it hurts in my mouth. I have taken half a bottle of ibuprofen today trying to keep the inflammation from the burns down, but it still hurts bunches.~8( The soup was really good, but still hard to eat when it was hot. I let it cool until the cheese got a bit stiff and easier to nibble off and keep off the roof of my mouth.

I also gargled with salt water today. that REALLY sucked. Man...how do I do these things???

No Chamber tonight, no Capsule or Lava or Lincoln Park Pub...no, I am in, and ready for a movie and a blanket. Not sure what movie, but something will work for me, I'm sure. We have so many movies here, it's hard not to find something to entertain myself with.

In the meantime, I will make tea, add some ice, and put on my slippers.
Yes, big, black furry slippers make the world far more tolerable on days like this.

I need new ones soon...mine are ripping up inside.
*sigh*

the lifetime of slippers just isn't long enough, IMO.

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[jjjiii]

What did you do to your mouth?

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

I burned it a few days ago eating something, I think soup? I don't know. It didn't seem too bad at first, but then it peeled, much like a sunburn (yeah, it's gross, I know) and I seem to have open sores on the roof of my mouth now.

Just.plain.sucks.

yup yup.

[jjjiii]

And here I was hoping the story would be exotic and interesting, like you went down on a Balrog or something. Oh well. I hope it gets better soon. I burn my mouth all the time on stuff and it only takes a few days for the skin to peel off and regenerate.

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

LOL no, it's been a while since I have ventured so dangerously. I have the summer ahead, however, so I'll be sure to write about all my sexual deviances with strange critters of the forest and underworlds just so you can live vicariously...~;D