Call me an asshole for not checking. I don't know...does everyone keep track of everyone on their friends lists all the time? I mean, seriously?
I feel horrible right now. It's a stupid horrible, but it's there. This day has gone so well up until now. Now I am falling fast into a sadness that reminisces of people long gone.
I just found out tonight via
wraptboy, who read about it on
draganfly's LJ...
johnthecamera passed away in December. He apparently had stomach cancer, and it was worse than anyone thought it was. Or rather, he told everyone he was fine.
I wondered where he'd been. He was always a highlight to my LJ. He was so talented as a photographer, simply wonderful eye for the world.
He was a nice guy too. We didn't talk many times, but we exchanged a few correspondences, including my asking him if I could use one of his tree pics as a user icon here on LJ. He was delighted and flattered, said I could, and thanked me for asking permission.
This is the icon you see now.
He sent me a Christmas card that year, one with a beautiful tree he'd photographed on it. I was one of 600+ people on his friends list, yet he thought about the content of the card, knew I liked trees. I thanked him then, and he said he was happy to know he brought me joy during the holidays.
I noticed he had disappeared, especially around the holidays when he was more likely to post more pics. Oh, and he loved to capture the sunset from his window in England...the last picture he posted was of a sunset just after Halloween.
Rest in peace, John.
Thank you for sharing your eyes with us.
And for the trees...~8)
I feel horrible right now. It's a stupid horrible, but it's there. This day has gone so well up until now. Now I am falling fast into a sadness that reminisces of people long gone.
I just found out tonight via
I wondered where he'd been. He was always a highlight to my LJ. He was so talented as a photographer, simply wonderful eye for the world.
He was a nice guy too. We didn't talk many times, but we exchanged a few correspondences, including my asking him if I could use one of his tree pics as a user icon here on LJ. He was delighted and flattered, said I could, and thanked me for asking permission.
This is the icon you see now.
He sent me a Christmas card that year, one with a beautiful tree he'd photographed on it. I was one of 600+ people on his friends list, yet he thought about the content of the card, knew I liked trees. I thanked him then, and he said he was happy to know he brought me joy during the holidays.
I noticed he had disappeared, especially around the holidays when he was more likely to post more pics. Oh, and he loved to capture the sunset from his window in England...the last picture he posted was of a sunset just after Halloween.
Rest in peace, John.
Thank you for sharing your eyes with us.
And for the trees...~8)
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Date: 2004-03-01 06:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-03-01 06:44 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-03-01 07:08 pm (UTC)Should anything happen to me, I give you permission to consider anything I write to you as in the same class and sell it for as much as you can get.
It's a shame that people have to lie and say that they aren't dying. I guess they don't want people making a fuss over them in their last days. Really, as cruel as it can be, it is also noble in a way.
"not checking"
Date: 2004-03-01 07:17 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-03-02 12:57 am (UTC)I loved his photos.....and he was a genuine and very nice guy. He encouraged me a lot with my photos, there was a point when his words kept me shooting even when I hated when I produced.
Very, very sad :(
:-(
Date: 2004-03-04 11:19 am (UTC)Re: :-(
Date: 2004-03-05 10:45 am (UTC)Thank you for the tree pics. They're wonderful, and made my day! Hey, those pics of your backyard, are those from when that plant exploded a while back (or whatever happened...I don't remember what it was, but I know something burned for a really long time and made the sky insane for about 12 hours)? Those are incredible pictures...you should so do something with them!
Thanks again!
~8)
Re: :-(
Date: 2004-03-05 11:28 am (UTC)Your welcome! you can use em for whatever! ;-)