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[thedarksiren2]

very seldom do I find I regret something enough to note it as being regretted.

I am noting that I regret listening to the emotions instead of the logic.
Always always listen to the logic.

And fucking bullshit fairytales in the movies...fuck them too.

Tonight I want nothing more than to jump over the net, grab the ball and re-serve it. But that's not how the game is played, so I am left feeling helpless and frightened that I made such a huge mistake.

Please, if there is a God out there, let this fear be irrational and completely wrong.

please.

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[bindrune.livejournal.com]

? what's this all about? i think i may know, but not sure...

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

I'll talk to you about it tonight when I see you. It was all irrational anyway. I wasn't wrong for having done what I did, but I thought I had made a mistake being quite as direct with krylon64 as I had been. It wasn't a mistake, but my reactions were caused by a number of emotional enemas that I didn't ask for.

More later. All is better than it was, no worries.