Just when my heart begins to flutter it flops

Ricky Fitz is my hero.

I watched a tarp fly over The Mounds in the backyard yesterday, in a haze of Tylenol with codiene (I got more dental work done...yay me?) and thick breezes washing by...I was clean, and close to the Divine, yet all I wanted was a peanut butter and jelly sandwich to make my day more blissful; alas, it was not mine to have. a. - because we had no bread, b. because my partial toothy-thinger might get caught up in the peanut-buttery goo and come out.


how's THAT for a visual?

I went to see Meg Lee Chin on Wednesday with wraptboy. Of course, the show had even bigger bonuses, what with excellent local artists such as Furnace St. and State of Being opening for her? Of course, the strangeness that I believe was called CD-Truth just started the night all surreal-like; consider garage-punk meets early Nirvana and well, yeah. They umm...they made me laugh. A LOT! I even made the "ROCK&ROLL!" hands at them...how un-siren of me...tee!hee!

State of Being came up next...zahn is sooo proud and beaming for their score of 5 out of 5 in some magazine.... I am totally disconnected, so my acknowledgement of this was just in that I'm-really-happy-for-you kind of way, not in that, "NO WAY! You got in *insert magazine name* and scored a FIVE???!!!!" kinda way.

It is always nice to see my friends glow, and even better when it's on stage.

Then came Furnace St. Now, I have seen them a few times before, and I'll be damned if I never noticed Adam's facial-contortion skills. wraptboy said he's right up there with me. heh. They were very entertaining, to say the least. Their stage presence has jumped up some notches, and I really enjoyed both their and SOB's sets tremendously.

Then there was Chris Connely. Former Ministry-Pigface-etc. etc. OK, yeah, so he's changed a bit since that cover of "Do You Think I'm Sexy."

He was awesome, don't get me wrong, but the energy was alive and sparking like wavy-wires, yet his set was soooo sloooowww and mellow. I liked it, and hell, may one day (when I have more money) get his cd. But that night he just seemed very out of place.

Then there was Meg. Meg. Lee. Chin. First lemme say that the price for tickets was outstanding, having gotten them from SOB. Five bands for that price was fantastic! But damn if that woman didn't put on a show! All jumping around, lovin' her voive-pedal and playing with it like a kid with her new toy! It was so silly and fun, and the trippy beats that let you dance around and feel them in your bones...I was jumping and bouncing and booty-dancing...it was just silliness and fun everywhere!!!

Their encore was "Big Scene," and she came out into the crowd and let us sing in her mic while she toyed with her voice pedal some more...she was laughing like a madwoman, and it was just fucking awesome!!!

And now?

Now I hafta run and sing some jazz...

Oh, and just cuz it's funny...there's two people beside me who are customizing an LJ, and they don't even know I am posting beside them...degrees of separation are too damn funny sometimes.

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you know, for a Mergoat Girl, I sure don't have the money suave that most Capricorns do...

I try, but always seem to fail.
Oh well...

silliness is withdrawing $20, buying maxis and a tea, and then re-depositing the $14 leftover.

heh.

I am living proof that modesty is an option.~8)

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If you want to see my out this evening, it will require the following:

*A free venue.
*my humble and fabulous all-at-once company mixing like milk and honey with yours.

or.something.
~;)

Of course, simply coming home and watching movies could suit me just fine...free is good when you're po'.

Free is good anytime, for that matter.
YAY for free festivals in Tremont this weekend! And within walking distance! RAWK! No gas money - wuddah-wuddah-hooo!!!

It's a matter of pride, or some such garbage

So, I come home and find that I have nowhere to park but beside the house because all the bar people are parked on our street.
and also...
Because The Mounds have engulfed our backyard.

It's damp in the world of Clever-land this evening. The weatherguy said thunderstorms...I have only been chasing the lightning east...it never touched me the way it used to.

forlorn...the horns are forlorn...

I was hoping that bindrune would be up for the Chamber tonight, but her new girlie is up, and well...friends don't fuck with friend's fucks. Except for on answering machines...~;9

So yeah, Skye Contradiction invited me over to hang out for a few. I really want the crowds though...living modestly is possible, yes, but sometimes it just sucks arse.

*sigh*

I wanna get stompy, dammit! GRRR!!!

Actually, celestialsparks offered to pay for my entry into the Chamber, which is way cool, considering she is just in town visiting. But then there's that pride demon, and ooohh!!! He is CRANKY tonight! GAH! BAST!

wow, I am such a goon sometimes.

Did i mention there's this boy in my choir who, everytime he looks at me or says anything at all to me, I blush??? This is odd, I tell you! Just plain odd! I mean, sure, some people know how to get me to blush, but for it to just happen, and all the time? Weirdness. I would never pursue the boi...he's got to be anywhere between 5-7 years younger than me (although, the five I might consider. Eww! Stop that!!!). There's just too much for a guy to explore at that age, and I do not have any urge to teach a guy about himself. Last time I did that, the guy slept with my best friends and left me for someone else.

Now, why in the hell did that come up again???
*sigh!*

I need to get out of here tonight, one way or another.

Until I figure out what it is that I am doing, however, ( it's the LJ-Junky test, as seen on renwick's journal )