I don't cry, but it's not like a macho thing or anything like that so much as it's an "I'm broken" thing. Whatever mechanism that was that triggers that emotional response got broken. Just sheared off completely. Well very nearly so at any rate. And now instead I just kindof laugh maniacally, and it can sometimes turn into sobs, but it still doesn't feel quite like I remember crying feeling.
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Date: 2002-11-29 10:41 pm (UTC)Hmm. When did I become a sick sociopathic fuck?
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Date: 2002-11-30 02:38 am (UTC)no subject