I know it's kinda lame, but it is 5AM...
Aug. 18th, 2004 04:58 amPLEASE ENTERTAIN ME!!!
~8D
Is there something you have always wished to say, either to me or to someone else, but have never had the guts to do so?
NOW IS THE TIME!
Leave me a comment with something that's on/ been on your mind - I have turned off the IP logging, so if you choose to go anonymously, you're secret is safe, promise!!!~;) Besides, I am super-keen about keeping secrets, and not someone who judges fast or easily.
Hope everyone had/ is having sweet dreams...
~8D
Is there something you have always wished to say, either to me or to someone else, but have never had the guts to do so?
Leave me a comment with something that's on/ been on your mind - I have turned off the IP logging, so if you choose to go anonymously, you're secret is safe, promise!!!~;) Besides, I am super-keen about keeping secrets, and not someone who judges fast or easily.
Hope everyone had/ is having sweet dreams...
My paranoid mindwas very bitter at you...
Date: 2004-08-18 02:46 am (UTC)Re: My paranoid mindwas very bitter at you...
Date: 2004-08-18 08:11 am (UTC)You know, Them.
I keep asking Them if they know everything
because They always get talked about in that way
but They aren't telling me diddly-squat either.
Sorry...can't help ya. It weren't me tho', I swears!
Damn *THEM* !!
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Rick Gruber I am in love with you but, I don't know where to start over!
There I said it. I feel so much better!!!
tee!hee!
Date: 2004-08-18 08:12 am (UTC)Hope it is the beginning of a beautiful day for you!
You have a very pretty voice...
Date: 2004-08-18 03:33 am (UTC)I'd like to know you better, but alas you're going to be away for awhile.
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Date: 2004-08-18 08:13 am (UTC)~8)
Yeah, you kinda met me at the edge of big changes. We can get to know each other through here though. Not the same as real-life, but for now it'll do, I'm sure.
Besides, I'll be back on breaks...~8)
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Date: 2004-08-18 04:01 am (UTC)I couldn't sleep either!! grrr....
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Date: 2004-08-18 08:14 am (UTC)LOL
Anytime you need an ear, mine's always ready for ya!
I am sorry the insomnioccoli demons got to you too.
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Date: 2004-08-18 05:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-18 08:14 am (UTC)GO TEAM!
~;D
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Date: 2004-08-18 06:21 am (UTC)Damn!
Date: 2004-08-18 08:17 am (UTC)I will say that this sort of thing kinda bumms me out sometimes. I find out about *crushes* wayee later and usually they're irrelevent by then.
I guess this anonymous one is ok for one reason...I am moving, and still don't know who sent it, which breaks the usual pattern of my finding out as I leave.
Thanks for being brave though.
~8)
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Date: 2004-08-18 06:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-18 08:18 am (UTC):::gets Lion King songs stuck in head:::
OK, yeah.
You done it.
You creeped me out.
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Date: 2004-08-18 07:36 am (UTC)Wait ... that was supposed to be anonymous.
CURSES! FOILED AGAIN!
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Date: 2004-08-18 10:36 am (UTC)Second I would loved to tell Chris he is an asshole.
Lastly, I wish I could tell my grandmum everything going on in life right now.
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Date: 2004-08-18 12:59 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-18 12:07 pm (UTC)re: the things I don't say
Date: 2004-08-18 01:00 pm (UTC)should or shouldn't is relative to the delivery, you know?
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Date: 2004-08-18 12:08 pm (UTC)no subject
grazie, grazie.
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Date: 2004-08-18 02:25 pm (UTC)And thanks for turning IP logging off :)
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Date: 2004-08-18 02:30 pm (UTC)(no subject)
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From: (Anonymous) - Date: 2004-08-25 10:18 am (UTC) - ExpandEMOTIONS
Date: 2004-08-19 04:01 pm (UTC)EMOTIONS are tough. i can't hide mine, they're right on my face and my body language and so it is for many people i know. i think people of like minds or emotions tend to flock, so to speak.
but as you said, as long as i don't erupt at the moment and i take the time think it out and then, deal with it/discuss it, with the other party(s) involved i think that's ok.
but, sometimes i get called on the body language itself, as though i've done something wrong. but that's an uncontrollable emotional reaction. as long as i don't say or do anything out of line at the time or even if i remove myself from the room, i feel, that's good, that's the best i can do.
i'm tired of getting in trouble for feeling strongly about something when the other person is in disagreement and thinks i'm wrong.
i agree with you, if we react strongly to something there is always some kind of reason, that justifies the strong emotion. where i get in trouble is when the other person(s) involved feel my emotional reaction is un-justified.
unfortunately, i just can't help it, i wear my emotions on my face which makes me a bad liar which is good, but a bad poker player which is bad for me, but good for the other players. players, in whatever game i'm in.
and if this seems like the ramblings of a confused person, in the immortal words of johnny carson's sidekick ed mcmahon "you are correct! sir!"
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Date: 2004-08-19 06:40 pm (UTC)Of course, there are instances of the bad with the good, but obviously I am meaning the better aspects. Like, if someone were just constantly doing the road-rage shimmy and killing people because they got cut off on E 9th, well, that would NOT be what I was referring to, nor condoning.
On the other hand, it is hard to lie, to bullshit your way and create more troubles when you are as raw and honest as you mentioned above. I appreciate this, and although it causes a great deal of stress in some senses - such as you saying you get into trouble for it, which is bullshit IMO, or the fear of rejection/ abandonment/ ridicule for being so honest/ forthright - I think it is worth every one of those risks because our conscience, although perhaps saddened and/ or tired after such an event, will be cleared of the muck which often times causes twice as much harm when held back or even denied.
Thanks for the "ramblings." If you are confused, then so am I.~;) Thus, we should have tea.
~8)
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Date: 2004-08-20 04:50 pm (UTC)uuhhh
*giggles*
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