an hour until take-off
Jul. 6th, 2004 10:01 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thedarksiren2or, until I leave Gabe's house, anyway.
It's hitting me in waves, very mild ones for now. Somehow, my emotions are being very good to me today. Every other time I have said goodbye to him, it's ended in tears.
I think I am less frightened somehow. Like, being here with him, experiencing this much time with Gabe...I know I'll see him again, and have faith in that knowing.
It's so nice to trust someone this much, on this level.
Shaking towers will commence now, then hopefully, the taxi a la "Mazatlan Cab," will show up at the right time. I called them earlier, trying to plan ahead, told them 11AM like 4X, but the guy was still here in fifteen minutes. LOL I told him to come back at 11...we'll see how it goes from here. Something tells me I will have an interesting return home.
It's hitting me in waves, very mild ones for now. Somehow, my emotions are being very good to me today. Every other time I have said goodbye to him, it's ended in tears.
I think I am less frightened somehow. Like, being here with him, experiencing this much time with Gabe...I know I'll see him again, and have faith in that knowing.
It's so nice to trust someone this much, on this level.
Shaking towers will commence now, then hopefully, the taxi a la "Mazatlan Cab," will show up at the right time. I called them earlier, trying to plan ahead, told them 11AM like 4X, but the guy was still here in fifteen minutes. LOL I told him to come back at 11...we'll see how it goes from here. Something tells me I will have an interesting return home.
