swiped from a rushed riverbank

[thedarksiren2]

I AM: wide-awake
I AM NOT: mentally sound
I LIKE: spending time with the people I adore
I DISLIKE: suppressed memories popping up at the most inopportune moments
I SEE: living people walking around like they're dead
I HEAR: the hum of my computer harmonizing with the tenitus in my ears
I SPEAK: of fear, excitement, and changes abound
I FIND: logic in the most illogical places
I NEED: certainty
I DO NOT NEED: guilt trips about whom I spend my time with and how much is *enough*
I LOVE: warm, foggy nights like tonight when the rain is like mist and cleanses the spirit of all the muck, carrying it all away to sleep on Lake Erie Scary
I HATE: it when my jaw cracks louder than my back, neck or knuckles do
I FEAR: the imminent changes in my life
I WANT: to bask in contentment and joy, and know I am doing what is right
I KEEP: thinking about him...
I PRETEND: I have it all under control
I KNOW: I am loved and fortunate in my life
I CHERISH: the times I have shared with the people who love me
I WONDER: If there truly is a balance between my career and having a romantic life down the road
I CAN'T WAIT: until I move back to the west coast

Goodnight, everyone.

Comments

[icariancypher.livejournal.com]

Yes, indeed! Come to the west coast, and we denizens of this sunset land will celebrate your return!

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

~8)

Thanks! I look forward to my "Welcome Home!" celebration~;D

[riverbank.livejournal.com]

I SEE: living people walking around like they're dead

i've seen my zombie self and want to keep that from happening

where on the west coast?

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

glad someone got that.~8)

Umm, I am looking at San Francisco, just because I am originally from CA and miss the feel of the area. WA has passed my thoughts, however.~8) We'll see...it's a couple years away, at least.

[riverbank.livejournal.com]

hey hey visit me anytime