It's mocking me again...
Sep. 15th, 2003 03:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
thedarksiren2insomnioccoli.
joy.
~>8P
Today was an incredibly uneventful sort of day.
I loved it.
I strained my left arm when I did the Heimlich on JN the other day. Not enough to warrant worker's comp or anything, but damn it's sore!
I am trying not to worry about my mom. Her MS is progressing, and she talks about it like it's no big deal, but I am scared for her. I feel bad -- I never talk to her. I don't talk to ANYONE it seems sometimes. I want to, to pick up the phone and say hey, but I have this issue, thinking that I will get on the phone with someone and then have nothing interesting to say. I don't mind listening, but still that requires a certain amount of verbal prodding on my part.
I don't like prying.
I don't have a baby or a significant other.
these are all subjects which seem to come up all the time when I call people. Not that I mind listening -- hell, I get to live vicariously through them, right? Not to mention I like hearing about people, about how their lives work out for them. I like hearing how happy people are, about the reflections they have made in hard times.
I suppose I just have little tolerance for stupidity. Blatantly obvious solutions that people refuse to see due to narcissistic tendencies wherein they find that by staying within a certain unfavorable situation, they shall have a tremendous amount of attention from people. Ah, yes, attention seeking.
All people need behavior plans.
Damn, that sounded soo bitchy! LOL
I guess I can be a goth supremist when need-be!
BLOOOOOOOG!
Well, here's to hope: I am going to call my friend Adrian tomorrow sometime to find out if he is still up for the Delerium show on Tuesday. I hope he is, or that someone calls to let me know they are interested. I want to see this show, and I will, but three hour drives late at night alone are bad bad bad. yup yup, particularly in an unfamiliar city when you are sleep-deprived and slightly ill. Just a cold, really, but yeah.
I might have three DJ gigs in October. I am still waiting to hear back from people, but I am excited about this. I miss it so much. I didn't think that I would, but I do. I have been looking at equipment as of late, but the reality is I won't be able to afford anything at all for a long time after going part time.
Mmm...part time...
one week, and the weight is lessened considerably.
I can hardly stand the waiting!!!
Oh, and I now have a night guard for my teeth. Grinding/ clenching the jaw a lot while I am sleeping. This is bad, especially considering what it does to my singing. I hope this thing works!
Still no word from the person whom I laid Dawndom before.
Ah, well time shall tell, eh?
In the meantime, I want to go on a date, dammit!
GRRR!
Prowling will commence!!! HA! Gentlemen (and select ladies ~;) BEWARE!!!
joy.
~>8P
Today was an incredibly uneventful sort of day.
I loved it.
I strained my left arm when I did the Heimlich on JN the other day. Not enough to warrant worker's comp or anything, but damn it's sore!
I am trying not to worry about my mom. Her MS is progressing, and she talks about it like it's no big deal, but I am scared for her. I feel bad -- I never talk to her. I don't talk to ANYONE it seems sometimes. I want to, to pick up the phone and say hey, but I have this issue, thinking that I will get on the phone with someone and then have nothing interesting to say. I don't mind listening, but still that requires a certain amount of verbal prodding on my part.
I don't like prying.
I don't have a baby or a significant other.
these are all subjects which seem to come up all the time when I call people. Not that I mind listening -- hell, I get to live vicariously through them, right? Not to mention I like hearing about people, about how their lives work out for them. I like hearing how happy people are, about the reflections they have made in hard times.
I suppose I just have little tolerance for stupidity. Blatantly obvious solutions that people refuse to see due to narcissistic tendencies wherein they find that by staying within a certain unfavorable situation, they shall have a tremendous amount of attention from people. Ah, yes, attention seeking.
All people need behavior plans.
Damn, that sounded soo bitchy! LOL
I guess I can be a goth supremist when need-be!
BLOOOOOOOG!
Well, here's to hope: I am going to call my friend Adrian tomorrow sometime to find out if he is still up for the Delerium show on Tuesday. I hope he is, or that someone calls to let me know they are interested. I want to see this show, and I will, but three hour drives late at night alone are bad bad bad. yup yup, particularly in an unfamiliar city when you are sleep-deprived and slightly ill. Just a cold, really, but yeah.
I might have three DJ gigs in October. I am still waiting to hear back from people, but I am excited about this. I miss it so much. I didn't think that I would, but I do. I have been looking at equipment as of late, but the reality is I won't be able to afford anything at all for a long time after going part time.
Mmm...part time...
one week, and the weight is lessened considerably.
I can hardly stand the waiting!!!
Oh, and I now have a night guard for my teeth. Grinding/ clenching the jaw a lot while I am sleeping. This is bad, especially considering what it does to my singing. I hope this thing works!
Still no word from the person whom I laid Dawndom before.
Ah, well time shall tell, eh?
In the meantime, I want to go on a date, dammit!
GRRR!
Prowling will commence!!! HA! Gentlemen (and select ladies ~;) BEWARE!!!
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Date: 2003-09-15 09:49 am (UTC)*pounce!*
~;P
Date: 2003-09-15 10:09 pm (UTC)Re: ~;P
Date: 2003-09-15 11:34 pm (UTC)Re: ~;P
Date: 2003-09-16 05:07 am (UTC)Re: ~;P
Date: 2003-09-16 09:38 am (UTC)re: seeing is believing
Date: 2003-09-16 10:01 am (UTC)How long did it take us to finally meet IRL? Two years?
*smirks*
Re: seeing is believing
There ya go!!!
Date: 2003-09-15 01:12 pm (UTC):)
Hell, there's quite a few singles out there that would be lucky to get pounced on by you!
Re: There ya go!!!
Date: 2003-09-15 10:10 pm (UTC)