(no subject)

went to bed relatively early (compared to recent weeks)
I was still dreaming of noses nuzzling one another beneath incredibly soft velveteen blankies.
my toes curled
and I smiled as i woke up
and realized I am late for getting done what I need to get done.
and called work
where everything is shit in a handbasket
conspiracies
threatening me
I have to watch my every move from here on out
not that I do anything bad in the first place
but when people are looking for The Wrong and nothing else, they find it in everything that you do
Even if you didn't really do it
and that man? The one everyone thinks is a god?
He's the biggest sinner of them all.
Fuckhead.

I just wanted to mention that if anyone could paint a picture of King Arthur setting his round table on fire with a match below the table, like during a meeting where he seems like he's doing good to everyone with their heads above the table, that would be rad. I need to give this as a gift for Christmas this year.

Fuck King Arthur
Fuck the Round table
May he burn his fingers first, thus dropping the match for all to see
and he finds humiliation in his exposure
like that running-naked dream everyone has
except me.

grr.

nope, not drama
just annoyance.

In other news...

I am haunted.

boo.