when reality kicks in

I sent out my first payment to the Operafestival place yesterday.
Bless the tri-C music department for their kindness.
And sharpshinyclaws was a seamstress in a past life, just so you all know.

absolutely positively MUST catch up with evilshell while she's in town this weekend!!! Maybe I will actually wind up at the Lamber tonight. I'd really like to go to either the Chew's Eye Shop show or the Pepper show tonight, but my funds for blatant personal spending just aren't there.

It's ok though...I'll go hungry for months before this trip if I have to. I just want to get there.

and I will.

~8D

crack a la stygmameshe

This is actually kinda funny for me to think about:





what decade does your personality live in?


quiz brought to you by lady interference, ltd


any and all comments/ snide remarks are welcome. It's just silly...

(no subject)

I should learn to stay away from the glowing boxes when i am this tired.

blerg.

talk about wasting away...I gotta go find the info on passports now.

blah.

too much going on, I am not making the deadline for the League for Innovation writing thinger. Had some troubles saving to disk on the home-'puter, and just wasn't satisfied with the end result of my essay. I mean, I LIKE it, but it doesn't feel right for such a competition. My one about my sister would have been better, but it's too long.

I need to learn to use less words, apparently.

funny, considering how little I talk IRL.
then again, not really. Typical - it doesn't come out in one space, it does somewhere else.

*shrugs*

yeah...passsport.
*YAWN!*

more crack

( Fairuza Balk would have been much more cool, but I like this anyway... )

fjgwelfghgfhgwegrkwgrrrr.

I have a coldsore.
same spot as always.
grr.

figures too...just when i need to get a pic done for something official. Keeps with the trend though...I have one in the exact same place on my license AND on my work ID.

grr.

Ahh well...no stealing smooches this weekend.
Not that I really thought that I might, but well...trying to stay optimistic, ya know.

*sigh*

Lamber later.

I hope Evan is feeling kind and plays a set like the last time I was up there. I like actually dancing when I am there...usually the main reason I go is to dance and see people I haven't seen in forever. Dancing is not likely, however, if the 00ntz is overwhelming. Yeah, a lot of people like it, but well, I am just not fond of the whole EBM thang. I guess I like my music to be more...creative.

Time to get jiggy wid it I guess.

At least I get to see evilshell tonight! YAY!!!

aiight. time to mozey. THE DONGER NEED FOOD!!!

urp!

OK, so this is SAD.

for the first time since I was, oh, sixteen I think? I am buzzed from...:::gasp!::: BOONES FARM!!!

BWAAAAHAHAHAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

:::wipes tears from eyes:::

Esthero, I have decided, needs to release a new album. soon.

SPEAKING of new releases...Portishead...March release...OMMFG!!!!

this is almost an orgasmic-worthy thing.
as opposed to everything else as of late.

my sex drive has been null as of lately. i have been so lost in the schooling and music and working...those are all constant, so I dare to take pleasure in them and well, that is all.

until today.
after choir, I found a crew of the kids hanging out in the B common area, BSing and talking about cadavers. I mentioned Plastinates, and they all got a kick out of it. Amongst the group was cute-boy-from-choir, whom, I have decided, is NOT gay, but definitely bi. Bonus.~8D

So, we are all chatting amongst ourselves, much silliness erupts, and girl-who-has-invaded-cute-boy-from-choir's-space-too-much, tells him he sucks when he denies her a hug and, instead, hugs me. This is all-kinds of juvenile, but it was amusing at the moment, so bare with me; he says, "No, I lick," and I look at him with surprise because I am in his arms at that exact moment. He looks down on me (I actually wore sneakers today because I screwed up my ankle at work yesterday. Thus, I was short today. bleh!)and raises and eyebrow, smiling from ear-to-ear. I was blushing madly from the sequence - he's too fucking adorable not to blush in such a moment - and he continues with, "...and occasionally, nibbles are a nice diversion."

I all but lost it. Somehow in the mild-containment I managed to say something about teeth being good things. He smiled bigger, and girl-who-has-invaded-cute-boy-from-choir's-space-too-much was bent over the whole thing, and went to gain affections from the Jim-boy.

Now, I realize that i was likely just a good diversion from said-annoying-girl, but damn if my libido didn't go into overdrive as a result of all this.

Oh, and to top things off, dream-boy Louis was also all-kinds of flirty today.

and I cannot steal kisses tonight because of a fucking cold-sore. WTFEVERRRRRRRRRR!!!!

*sigh*

In other news, Tuna Helper isn't so bad.
~8D

time to shower...