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thedarksiren2OK, so this is SAD.
for the first time since I was, oh, sixteen I think? I am buzzed from...:::gasp!::: BOONES FARM!!!
BWAAAAHAHAHAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!
:::wipes tears from eyes:::
Esthero, I have decided, needs to release a new album. soon.
SPEAKING of new releases...Portishead...March release...OMMFG!!!!
this is almost an orgasmic-worthy thing.
as opposed to everything else as of late.
my sex drive has been null as of lately. i have been so lost in the schooling and music and working...those are all constant, so I dare to take pleasure in them and well, that is all.
until today.
after choir, I found a crew of the kids hanging out in the B common area, BSing and talking about cadavers. I mentioned Plastinates, and they all got a kick out of it. Amongst the group was cute-boy-from-choir, whom, I have decided, is NOT gay, but definitely bi. Bonus.~8D
So, we are all chatting amongst ourselves, much silliness erupts, and girl-who-has-invaded-cute-boy-from-choir's-space-too-much, tells him he sucks when he denies her a hug and, instead, hugs me. This is all-kinds of juvenile, but it was amusing at the moment, so bare with me; he says, "No, I lick," and I look at him with surprise because I am in his arms at that exact moment. He looks down on me (I actually wore sneakers today because I screwed up my ankle at work yesterday. Thus, I was short today. bleh!)and raises and eyebrow, smiling from ear-to-ear. I was blushing madly from the sequence - he's too fucking adorable not to blush in such a moment - and he continues with, "...and occasionally, nibbles are a nice diversion."
I all but lost it. Somehow in the mild-containment I managed to say something about teeth being good things. He smiled bigger, and girl-who-has-invaded-cute-boy-from-choir's-space-too-much was bent over the whole thing, and went to gain affections from the Jim-boy.
Now, I realize that i was likely just a good diversion from said-annoying-girl, but damn if my libido didn't go into overdrive as a result of all this.
Oh, and to top things off, dream-boy Louis was also all-kinds of flirty today.
and I cannot steal kisses tonight because of a fucking cold-sore. WTFEVERRRRRRRRRR!!!!
*sigh*
In other news, Tuna Helper isn't so bad.
~8D
time to shower...
for the first time since I was, oh, sixteen I think? I am buzzed from...:::gasp!::: BOONES FARM!!!
BWAAAAHAHAHAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!
:::wipes tears from eyes:::
Esthero, I have decided, needs to release a new album. soon.
SPEAKING of new releases...Portishead...March release...OMMFG!!!!
this is almost an orgasmic-worthy thing.
as opposed to everything else as of late.
my sex drive has been null as of lately. i have been so lost in the schooling and music and working...those are all constant, so I dare to take pleasure in them and well, that is all.
until today.
after choir, I found a crew of the kids hanging out in the B common area, BSing and talking about cadavers. I mentioned Plastinates, and they all got a kick out of it. Amongst the group was cute-boy-from-choir, whom, I have decided, is NOT gay, but definitely bi. Bonus.~8D
So, we are all chatting amongst ourselves, much silliness erupts, and girl-who-has-invaded-cute-boy-from-choir's-space-too-much, tells him he sucks when he denies her a hug and, instead, hugs me. This is all-kinds of juvenile, but it was amusing at the moment, so bare with me; he says, "No, I lick," and I look at him with surprise because I am in his arms at that exact moment. He looks down on me (I actually wore sneakers today because I screwed up my ankle at work yesterday. Thus, I was short today. bleh!)and raises and eyebrow, smiling from ear-to-ear. I was blushing madly from the sequence - he's too fucking adorable not to blush in such a moment - and he continues with, "...and occasionally, nibbles are a nice diversion."
I all but lost it. Somehow in the mild-containment I managed to say something about teeth being good things. He smiled bigger, and girl-who-has-invaded-cute-boy-from-choir's-space-too-much was bent over the whole thing, and went to gain affections from the Jim-boy.
Now, I realize that i was likely just a good diversion from said-annoying-girl, but damn if my libido didn't go into overdrive as a result of all this.
Oh, and to top things off, dream-boy Louis was also all-kinds of flirty today.
and I cannot steal kisses tonight because of a fucking cold-sore. WTFEVERRRRRRRRRR!!!!
*sigh*
In other news, Tuna Helper isn't so bad.
~8D
time to shower...
