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sick of being sick of being sick
Dec. 10th, 2002 11:28 amwell, Sunday was horrible. I had seven notes instead of 28 that could be used for singing, and the choir in general just sounded awful. Flat, dead like smelly fish. bleh.
Horrid.
My voice did come back, howeveer, so that's nice. Of course, now my sinuses are playing WAR with me, and I am groggy-funky-bleh. I am tired of all the cold remedies that don't work, tired of Nyquil (although the dreams are fabulous), and mostly I am tired of not having any motivation whatsoever.
I need motivation. I do I do I do.
***
Yesterday should have brought something...well, it DID bring something, or rather, my Mysterion left me another gift, "The Dawn" barely legible on the envelope wrapped around it.
There was a faerie inside, with purple polka-dotted wings and a little crystal ball that she seemed to have dropped somewhere in transit. But it now lays at her feet, and she continuously bends to pick it up.
She is lovely, and makes me smile.
In other words, thank you, whoever you are. Your gifts are always thoughtful and warm my heart with the hope that sometimes I forget exists between all the chaos that I surround myself with each day. If/ when you should ever reveal your identity, I think I may just hug you until the end of time for your kindness.
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I haven't checked my e-mail in a few days. AOL has been shitty the past few days, and when it's behaving![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
wraptboy is usually on, so I log into my other account (DRKSYREN), but I still cannot check the Nubbinstein account. I hope nothing important has been going on that anyone needs to get ahold of me that way. I figure if it's that important, people will call me. No, I DON'T like using the phone very much, but when you have little other choice, well, you make due.
Anyway, I have papers to write and music to practice (breathing might be a task though! ACK!)
If anyone wants to see me struggle singing "Oh Thou That Tellest" tomorrow, get to Tri-C west by noon, and go to the commons area - it's at the center of the building, by the library and cafeteria. Otherwise, your last bet is Friday. 8PM, Tri-C theater. That'll cost ya though, like $5 or $8? I don't know - just tell 'em your a student or faculty (at any school) something and you'll get in cheaper. Either that or go to the Phantasy for the Night Gallery show that same night.
OK, I am done self-promoting. See y'all after a bit.
Horrid.
My voice did come back, howeveer, so that's nice. Of course, now my sinuses are playing WAR with me, and I am groggy-funky-bleh. I am tired of all the cold remedies that don't work, tired of Nyquil (although the dreams are fabulous), and mostly I am tired of not having any motivation whatsoever.
I need motivation. I do I do I do.
***
Yesterday should have brought something...well, it DID bring something, or rather, my Mysterion left me another gift, "The Dawn" barely legible on the envelope wrapped around it.
There was a faerie inside, with purple polka-dotted wings and a little crystal ball that she seemed to have dropped somewhere in transit. But it now lays at her feet, and she continuously bends to pick it up.
She is lovely, and makes me smile.
In other words, thank you, whoever you are. Your gifts are always thoughtful and warm my heart with the hope that sometimes I forget exists between all the chaos that I surround myself with each day. If/ when you should ever reveal your identity, I think I may just hug you until the end of time for your kindness.
***
I haven't checked my e-mail in a few days. AOL has been shitty the past few days, and when it's behaving
wraptboy is usually on, so I log into my other account (DRKSYREN), but I still cannot check the Nubbinstein account. I hope nothing important has been going on that anyone needs to get ahold of me that way. I figure if it's that important, people will call me. No, I DON'T like using the phone very much, but when you have little other choice, well, you make due.Anyway, I have papers to write and music to practice (breathing might be a task though! ACK!)
If anyone wants to see me struggle singing "Oh Thou That Tellest" tomorrow, get to Tri-C west by noon, and go to the commons area - it's at the center of the building, by the library and cafeteria. Otherwise, your last bet is Friday. 8PM, Tri-C theater. That'll cost ya though, like $5 or $8? I don't know - just tell 'em your a student or faculty (at any school) something and you'll get in cheaper. Either that or go to the Phantasy for the Night Gallery show that same night.
OK, I am done self-promoting. See y'all after a bit.
