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My hor(ror)scope from the other day said something about how I always seem to take the hard way around things, and that I should, for once in my life, take the scenic route.

I dunno if it's the one the seers were thinking of, but damn if this isn't a nice diversion!

So much to consider in this lifetime...so much to experience and enjoy.

~*~*~>Happy Thoughts for Today<~*~*~

*I was wrong Wednesday, and able to recognize that = relief.
*Martha Stewart ain't got SHITE on my eggplant parmisian, baby!!!
*I talked to the sexy mess-haired boi, and get to see him Sunday for some decompression...yay!
*I am feeling more and more like myself instead of the haunted, dreary person that just falls willingly into depression. eff that - I'm all about fighting now.
*I have the greatest friends ever, with the bestest hugz & smilez a person could ever dream of.

Speaking of dreams...I have another doozy of one, but now I gotsta go sing some Chirstmas moozak. Joi.

Signs of things to come???

You guessed it, Dawn Dawn -- it's your daily horoscope!

CAPRICORN:
Friday, November 15

Oops, time to play to your (yes, your) unorthodox, innovative side or style rather than locking it in the closet and shoving some boxes up against the door so it can't escape. Mercury's challenging rebellious Uranus suggests that embracing the untraditional will be more successful than sticking to the tried, true and not necessarily inspiring.
Today's star rating: ***

Sooo...who's gonna inspire me this weekend, hmm?

I take it ALLL back...

THIS is THE happiest thought of my day/ weekend/ week, etc!!!


Wuddah-wuddah-hoooo!!!

Thank you, digitylgoddess, again and again and again 'til infinity + 3!!!

You are truly one of the most thoughtful people I have ever known!
(((HUGZ!)))

*YAY!*

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Sometimes I think I must be the most confusing person to those around me. I constantly hear how difficult I am to "read," yet, from my own perspective, I feel like I am communicating clearly what I want/ need.

Then again, I have seen the results of my miscommunications. What a friggin' mess I have created in some instances.

But then I wonder, is it really all me? I dare to say it isn't, because communication is a two-way street when done appropriately. Hell, I am generally pretty frank about things, particularly if someone asks me a blatant question.

ATTN: IF YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT ME, ASK!!!

Nine times out of ten I will answer you without flinching. I am just not so big on the whole revealing myself to someone when they have shown little-to-no interest in me anyway. Why should I? What's the point when half the time people aren't listening in the first place?

I don't talk to hear myself, you know.
Well, maybe back when I rode on magic buses and such, but now? Nooo...quiet, calm, reserved (most of the time). I say what needs to be said, and occasionally, I have a bit o' wit about me. Otherwise, I am that weird quiet chick in the corner.

Not that I mind, really. The world is like eye-candy to me, even when I find it repulsive. Most of the time I do not, as there really is so much beauty to breathe in. But at times I just want to crawl into a cave and disappear.

It may just be me and my confusing communication skills though.

Maybe I have MPD. But then, I am too aware of myself, even when i do lose control of my emotions. So much for that hypothesis.

I once lived with a woman who said she had MPD. She was crazy as hell too; she looked like The Mona Lisa, only shrunken to about 5' tall and 50 pounds heavier.

I remember a time, when I lived with her and two other people in Cuyahoga Falls, I was reeeeally pissed off and slammed my bedroom door closed, proceeding to blast L7 as loudly as possible. The MPD lady came into my room without knocking (or, at least i didn't hear her knock). No sooner did I look up when she gasped and ran out of the room, all kinds of freaked out.

She would later tell me that I scared the shit out of her with that look - she had never seen me angry before then. I guess I am pretty scary when I'm all angry and shtuff.

Or maybe it was the hip-long black hair and eye-make-up that did the trick.
*shrug*

Anyway, I just wanted to vent, if for no other reason than to procrastinate even longer in my plans for a Friday night.

Wait, I have no plans.
Damn.
~8/

I wonder if anyone is at the Molten Cafe??? I could use some silliness right about now. Been in this serious-muck for far too long.

*slowly lifts herself from the goo-0'-serious*

blech...anyone have any Goo-Gone I can use?