Strange faith

[thedarksiren2]

I would sleep if my body and mind weren't in so damn much opposition. but the mind stays noisy, filled with stories and ideas that refuse to reveal themselves to my hands. They do not like to play unless there is a timeline, a deadline...the pressure makes them more lively.

Went to Corky's tonight to meet up with skeletonking for some skaraoke. It was funny too...I had this gut-sensation she wouldn't be there. I even brought a notebook, just in case. And she wasn't. I need to learn to follow my intuition I think.

I did see her friend John, and mistook him for her husband in my sleepy, stressed out-blurry vision. I said something of knowing him from way back. He said that he'd only known skeletonking for a brief time.

I felt silly, to say the least.

Eventually she called him, and he was gone.
I was alone in a room full of people.

Until the Tom-boi spoke. He was silly too. Li'l raver boi, wigglin' his hips to-and-fro with his li'l raver goil...they were cute together. He was an attention ho, though, and was floatng more feathers than he should have been for a taken boi.

He all but fit into my Nimrod category, but then he shut up and listened for a few minutes. And then I listened, and his goil was thrilled to find out I *heart* Auntie Mame and actually own The Dark Crystal.

Again, I am fascinated by that which stirs the human spirit.

Eventually I sang a single crappy song...my voice is tired, my body spent from working OT this week and dealing with the noisy-headed downs i have been struggling with.

I want to draw, to paint, to write...it's that cycle, which means I am probably good for some lyrics as well. Any musicians want me to write lyrics for 'em? I'll even sing 'em for you! LOL

I am SOOO going to start calling the shit out of Zoe tomorrow. I need to get in touch with Busher like, YESTERDAY.

And the Sandman books have been great returning to. There were reasons, yes...reasons haunting and strange...but they existed somewhere, and I am sucked into Sandman again. I want a few of Poppy Z. Brite's new works, but I haven't got the dough really.

I have nothing very important to say. Just my head twisting and turning.

I saw my body as a ribbon in the wind tonight.
And a dark-skinned man sang about his wanderin' ways
I felt his blues
Told an old man to dye his hair if it would make him young again
It makes me feel like I have some control when i do

Tomorrow bright and early for a Plain Feeler
Wanna know if the 7:45 at Cinemark is sold out.
If so...I have been a fool to not accept theshadowsfall's invite the other day to see Episode II.... There was a line halfway around the building tonight when I drove by. I don't think I would ever do that for a movie. Got to Chris's Warped Records pretty early once for Dead Can Dance tix, but I was like the 4th person. And a show is different than a movie. If i cannot make it to that showing, maybe I will just go haunt the Detroit cinema and see A Beautiful Mind instead.

I have no clue what I am doing here.
I want a tattoo, damn it.
ink ink ink ink

snooze.

Comments

Hello

[musogoat.livejournal.com]

Hi, it's Jon from karaoke tonight. Sorry I didn't return w/ Pep. She needed to chat (furnerals have that tendency to make one reflect) and it got late. I feel bad that you were left by yourself.
It was nice to run into you again though. Perhaps we all could try to hook-up again next week?
Best wishes.

Re: Hello

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

Please send Pepper my condolences.

I hope you don't/ she doesn't read into this post as I was angry or upset. I have been in a bad mood a lot lately, and even that aside, it takes a lot to actually make me angry. I kind of just get lost in people watching when I am alone, not to mention I brought a sketchbook to write in and/ or sketch in for that very reason; honestly without the help of others or intoxication, I am not very good at introducing myself to other people. I just happened to recognize you.

Thank you for humoring my sitting with you too. Even if you didn't stay, it was nice of you to do so.

[haloed13.livejournal.com]

ooh! ooh! *raises hand like a school kid* lyrics! sing!