And some notes for those who missed the class

[thedarksiren2]

*Hitting on me too forwardly will deter me from finding any interest in you. There's a difference between confidence and blatant stupidity.

*Pedestals are not attractive, no matter who offers them to me.

*If you have something to say to me, do it when the moment is upon you. Don't play games with my head. I'll only resent your existence from then on.

*Do not attempt to talk to me when you are drunk about matters of the heart. You won't remember anything I say back anyway.

*If you do choose to talk to me while you are drunk, be thankful that I am sober and not a few sheets to the wind - my inhibitions aren't very kind when I am. Just ask Ashu.

*sigh*

Why are people so screw-headed?

Why do people think I am like everyone else who is full of shite and looking for an *in* - like I can gain anything out of this lifetime other than the friendship(s) I seek?

Just fucking get a clue, people. I know only what I see and experience. I really don't have time for stupid games. This is my week off - I plan on enjoying the remainder of it, if you don't mind.

I am not petty, I do not have an agenda, other than the one I work toward, which, if you'll take note, includes the words *work toward*.

I earn my keep, always have, always will.
And I have more than paid my dues to worry about nothing more than those who will take my friendship, my love, my caring, as gifts. Because that is what they are...gifts.

Sound pompous?

It is.

But you know what?
I earned the right to be pompous, to weed out the dirt of stupidity and petty-thieves of my passion in life.

I'll have no more of it.

If you don't get it, you are truly blind, and I pity your loss. Do not doubt that it is your loss.


Wow I'm a drama-queen when I want to be one.
*chortle*

:::shakes head as she wanders back into her cave:::

*peeks out*

~8P"""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""*with a "p"*

Comments

[riverbank.livejournal.com]

here here

[symbioid.livejournal.com]

you're gonna hate me for this, but, even though you're quite pissed, somehow it comes across as cute, i was just doing a little chuckle whilst reading this.(I think it's that drama queen thing, and being a drama queen myself, and Rosemary(ljuser="sophy") just laughs at me when I overact.)But seriously, you have a right to not be put on a pedestal. I've learned not to put people on a pedestal, because it places obligations on people that they don't need or want, or deserve. We're all people.... but i digress.

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

lol nah, I am not going to hate ya. As a matter of fact, keeps my attitude in check!~;)

Actually, I wasn't so much pissed-off last night as I was just irritated/ disappointed. I mean, here's this person whom I feel would make an outstanding friend, and he's hitting on me all-but desperately. I tell him to back-off -> he does for a sec, but the alcohol in his system has gotten the best of his logic. I tell him I don't date people at all, which isn't a lie, and he takes it as me lying because it must be that I don't want to date him.

well, no I don't want to date you, but not because of YOU. It's because I DON'T DATE ANYONE!!!

*sigh*

oh well..I get to meet up with him on Saturday, when he's sober, and hopefully things will be better. But yeah, exactly about the pedestals. I can't stand that shite - I hate feeling obligated to do anything, let alone living up to the expectations of somebody I am dating. I am me as I am, you know?

[digitylgoddess.livejournal.com]

you.fucking.rock. You hit the nail on the head, girl...da-a-a-amn.

I can't wait to see you this weekend! *grin*

[digitylgoddess.livejournal.com]

BTW, I got your message too late last night about Corky's!

*grrrr*

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

it's all good. Corky's closed early, so we wound up at the 5 0'clock lounge for pool. It was a fun time though - next round, right?~;)

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

Friday shall be the bomb incarnate. yes!!!

* peeks from around the couch*

[poliwitch.livejournal.com]

*raises hand* So Like.... I don't get it.


Ducks behind the couch..gigggggggggggleeeee...He hehehehehehehehe


Nice statement!

Re: * peeks from around the couch*

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

goofhead.

~8P""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""

[greyyguy.livejournal.com]

So if you are being a drama-queen, doesn't that break the No drama allowed in Jawndomay rule?

Hehehe....

Though I will remember not to get drunk and hit on you :)

Nah

[taewakan.livejournal.com]

The queen MAKES the rules. She is not subject to them, doncha know.

Re: Nah

[thedarksiren.livejournal.com]

Right ON!!!

Re: Nah

[taewakan.livejournal.com]

You know it girl! Rock On!