Sometimes I fear simple movement...

I hold my breath, so that I don't blow out the final candle that brings me light.

I fear movement because it could cause more turbulence in my flight
the wind just barely holds me from the valleys below
pushing, pushing
upward, don't look down

I tend to gaze ahead
for if I look up, there might be more treachery
and if I look down
I will certainly fall

Sometimes, this is also known as the ability to procrastinate.

Entry Word: procrastinate
Function: verb
Text: Synonyms DELAY, dally, dawdle, drag, lag, linger, loiter, poke, put off, tarry
Related Words defer, postpone, stay, suspend; prolong, protract

Still, others might refer to this as masochism.