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Had my first migraine in six years or so last night.
I actually left work...that, in and of itself, says something. I never leave work. Something about a purple-haired girl with ethics or whatever.
Went to keyboard class and, for the first time ever, the major scale of sharps made sense. Clarity is such a beautiful thing.
Happiness is walking past fuchsia-colored roses and they waft so well that you don't need to bend over to smell them. Their scent just rolls over you as you saunter by.
I think I need to write more happy thoughts from now on. Like, a happy thought of the day. I have been rather gloomy as of late, haven't I? It's just been difficult for me to keep my chin up. I mean, four years ago I made approximately $4000 less than I make a year now, and I was struggling, yes, but I was OK living that way, and understood that it was because I was making so little money.
Now I am $4000 beyond that, and my bills are killing me. Many reflections hitting me with brutal truths...must find containment, and remember that going hungry isn't that far away if I do not keep my perspective clear.
Of course, this does not hinder my wanting of shtuff.
( And now for some random crap I felt the need to make a list about )
I actually left work...that, in and of itself, says something. I never leave work. Something about a purple-haired girl with ethics or whatever.
Went to keyboard class and, for the first time ever, the major scale of sharps made sense. Clarity is such a beautiful thing.
Happiness is walking past fuchsia-colored roses and they waft so well that you don't need to bend over to smell them. Their scent just rolls over you as you saunter by.
I think I need to write more happy thoughts from now on. Like, a happy thought of the day. I have been rather gloomy as of late, haven't I? It's just been difficult for me to keep my chin up. I mean, four years ago I made approximately $4000 less than I make a year now, and I was struggling, yes, but I was OK living that way, and understood that it was because I was making so little money.
Now I am $4000 beyond that, and my bills are killing me. Many reflections hitting me with brutal truths...must find containment, and remember that going hungry isn't that far away if I do not keep my perspective clear.
Of course, this does not hinder my wanting of shtuff.
( And now for some random crap I felt the need to make a list about )
