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*sigh!*

I am neither slurping nor stomping yet...

what is WRONG with me???!!!!
It is Saturday...I am alone with my aminals (yes, I know - I spelled it that way on purpose) and IM.

bleh..."Comfortably Numb" suddenly rang in my head...*shiver*

Spoke of Lonn, he appeared. Funny, happenings like that.
Shit, I think I am going to walk to Todd's...they're prolly all gone to Lava by now, but hell. I am lonesome right now...really lonesome.

I wish I didn't have to work tomorrow.
I wish I could just get lost somehow...find a cave, or something.
Maybe I'll call renwick and see what he's doing.
Maybe I'll just start driving and find Nowhere U.S.A.
Maybe...maybe...

Maybe I'll just curl into a ball on the big orange squishy couch with a big soft squishy pillow (one that Chloebearmonster hasn't eaten, anyway) and watch The Princess and the Warrior again. That's always sisrahtac.

Then again, so was The Replacement Killers last night at bladernr's house. I *so* need that soundtrack, NOW!!!

*sniff*

I hate the realization that I am broke as fuck.
double-grr.

What happened...

I was supposed to go to a boy's house to drink mead and then I walked there at 1AM by my lonesome self, and had a candyman offer me a lollipop, which, like a good goil, I refused. He then asked, as I walked away, if I was prejudiced; I said, "no," of course.

Silly presuming, yes

No one at Todd's. grr.

Lava it is.
it is!

bladernr says hellos, notices (suprisingly) that the dawn dawn is not in good spirits. He leads her to the bar where the newest nimrodery occurs and an eight-cent tip is declared.

At least try to pretend you like what you're doing! JESUS!!!

Wind up in conversations with strange short men with wife-beater shirts on before I get engulfed by the world that is Bill. Bill is cool. Bill is comfy and real...again, i *like* that.

He introduces me to a lovely of most lovely creatures, Marcita (sp?). Later, she and I would speak languages that men (particularly those at Todd's place AFTER Lava) would tremble through.

Such a lovely group...poor Irene...all kindsa cashed on Todd's bed. He jokes that he'll be sleeping with her; she is comatose.

Eventually a sharpshinyclaws shows up with a Shawn (Sean?). Apparently, avatar_x stood up in the face of one of the most crazy muthahfuckahs last night and convinced him to chill.

Right on!

So yeah...ego trips aside...you, Mr. avatar_x,have the massive respect of bladernr as well as the other who might have joined you late late last night.

I am so glad I wandered out...thank you, bladernr, for the drink, the company, and just really for noticing. I hear my communication skills are rather limited; it's nice to know someone paid attention rather thn my having to spell it out...thank you!!!

Oh and Marcilita...OMFG...she is such the creature I need to befriend! LOl She so RAWKS!!!

Ohhh!!! and also...SMOOCHES!!!
tee!hee!

I snuck one in for good measure...I can be a bad Nawn Nawn.
But sometimes...
...sometimes I am so effing GOOOOOD!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!